{"id":14283633,"date":"2018-10-05T16:32:52","date_gmt":"2018-10-05T14:32:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/nemmaratonman.blog.hu\/2018\/10\/05\/ot_harmincnal"},"modified":"2018-10-05T16:32:52","modified_gmt":"2018-10-05T14:32:52","slug":"ot_harmincnal","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.nemmaratonman.hu\/?p=14283633","title":{"rendered":"\u00d6t harmincn\u00e1l"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"pvc_clear\"><\/div>\n<p id=\"pvc_stats_14283633\" class=\"pvc_stats all  \" data-element-id=\"14283633\" style=\"\"><i class=\"pvc-stats-icon small\" aria-hidden=\"true\"><svg aria-hidden=\"true\" focusable=\"false\" data-prefix=\"far\" data-icon=\"chart-bar\" role=\"img\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\" viewBox=\"0 0 512 512\" class=\"svg-inline--fa fa-chart-bar fa-w-16 fa-2x\"><path fill=\"currentColor\" d=\"M396.8 352h22.4c6.4 0 12.8-6.4 12.8-12.8V108.8c0-6.4-6.4-12.8-12.8-12.8h-22.4c-6.4 0-12.8 6.4-12.8 12.8v230.4c0 6.4 6.4 12.8 12.8 12.8zm-192 0h22.4c6.4 0 12.8-6.4 12.8-12.8V140.8c0-6.4-6.4-12.8-12.8-12.8h-22.4c-6.4 0-12.8 6.4-12.8 12.8v198.4c0 6.4 6.4 12.8 12.8 12.8zm96 0h22.4c6.4 0 12.8-6.4 12.8-12.8V204.8c0-6.4-6.4-12.8-12.8-12.8h-22.4c-6.4 0-12.8 6.4-12.8 12.8v134.4c0 6.4 6.4 12.8 12.8 12.8zM496 400H48V80c0-8.84-7.16-16-16-16H16C7.16 64 0 71.16 0 80v336c0 17.67 14.33 32 32 32h464c8.84 0 16-7.16 16-16v-16c0-8.84-7.16-16-16-16zm-387.2-48h22.4c6.4 0 12.8-6.4 12.8-12.8v-70.4c0-6.4-6.4-12.8-12.8-12.8h-22.4c-6.4 0-12.8 6.4-12.8 12.8v70.4c0 6.4 6.4 12.8 12.8 12.8z\" class=\"\"><\/path><\/svg><\/i> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" alt=\"Loading\" src=\"https:\/\/www.nemmaratonman.hu\/wp-content\/plugins\/page-views-count\/ajax-loader-2x.gif\" border=0 \/><\/p>\n<div class=\"pvc_clear\"><\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">N\u00e9ha teljesen m\u00e1s \u00e9rtelmet nyer minden, \u00e9s minden, ami\u00e9rt, ami ellen, amit ker\u00fclve l\u00e9teztem, amit megcsin\u00e1ltam, \u00e9s magam m\u00f6g\u00f6tt hagytam, l\u00e9nyegtelenn\u00e9 v\u00e1lik, mert kider\u00fcl, hogy nem is arr\u00f3l sz\u00f3lt, csak k\u00f6zj\u00e1t\u00e9k volt, b\u00e1r n\u00e9lk\u00fcle nem ker\u00fcltem volna oda, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.strava.com\/activities\/1884098919\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">ahol most vagyok<\/a>. Fontos volt a maraton, fontosak voltak a sz\u00e1mok \u00e9s boldog is voltam t\u0151l\u00fck, de az igazi meg\u00e9rkez\u00e9s, minden, amit hajszoltam tegnap \u00e9rkezett el, amikor mindaz \u00f6nk\u00e9ntelen\u00fcl j\u00f6tt, ami el\u0151tte k\u00ednnal se, amikor v\u00e9gre \u00f6t harmincn\u00e1l \u00edrni kezdtem fejben, hogy mintha cs\u00edpn\u00e9nek az elt\u0171n\u0151 ny\u00e1ri szellemek a n\u00e9ptelenn\u00e9 v\u00e1l\u00f3 parti \u00faton, a g\u00e1t tetej\u00e9n, hogy h\u0171v\u00f6set hoz a v\u00e1ros h\u00e1ts\u00f3 kertje a foly\u00f3 fel\u0151l, mint kint felejtett h\u00e1zi\u00e1llatok, est\u00e9re m\u00e1r \u00f6ssz\u00e9bb b\u00fajnak f\u00fcvek \u00e9s f\u00e1k k\u00f6z\u00f6tt b\u00faj\u00f3 rozsdatelepek. Csak n\u00e9h\u00e1ny kacsa kerreg kelletlen\u00fcl, csak \u0151k verik fel a t\u00fck\u00f6rsima csendet, csak egy visszhangot keres\u0151 t\u00e1voli kutyaugat\u00e1s rezeg halkulva a v\u00edz felett. Z\u00fcmm\u00f6g, vil\u00e1g\u00edt, jelez a csukl\u00f3mon a digit\u00e1lis k\u00fczdelem, de ma nem vagyok itt, ma nem tal\u00e1lhatnak r\u00e1m a sz\u00e1mok, ma az \u00e9n v\u00e9gtelenembe ny\u00fajtom az \u00f3r\u00e1nyi perceket, ma \u00fagy futok, ahogy \u00e9n futok, velem magamban, hangoscsendesen, egyenes k\u00f6rben, vil\u00e1gok k\u00f6z\u00f6tt sz\u00fcntelen.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00a0<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/m.blog.hu\/ne\/nemmaratonman\/image\/ot_harmincnal\/img-0616.JPG\" alt=\"img-0616.JPG\" class=\"imgnotext open-in-modal\" width=\"500\" height=\"375\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div class=\"pvc_clear\"><\/div>\n<p id=\"pvc_stats_14283633\" class=\"pvc_stats all  \" data-element-id=\"14283633\" style=\"\"><i class=\"pvc-stats-icon small\" aria-hidden=\"true\"><svg aria-hidden=\"true\" focusable=\"false\" data-prefix=\"far\" data-icon=\"chart-bar\" role=\"img\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\" viewBox=\"0 0 512 512\" class=\"svg-inline--fa fa-chart-bar fa-w-16 fa-2x\"><path fill=\"currentColor\" d=\"M396.8 352h22.4c6.4 0 12.8-6.4 12.8-12.8V108.8c0-6.4-6.4-12.8-12.8-12.8h-22.4c-6.4 0-12.8 6.4-12.8 12.8v230.4c0 6.4 6.4 12.8 12.8 12.8zm-192 0h22.4c6.4 0 12.8-6.4 12.8-12.8V140.8c0-6.4-6.4-12.8-12.8-12.8h-22.4c-6.4 0-12.8 6.4-12.8 12.8v198.4c0 6.4 6.4 12.8 12.8 12.8zm96 0h22.4c6.4 0 12.8-6.4 12.8-12.8V204.8c0-6.4-6.4-12.8-12.8-12.8h-22.4c-6.4 0-12.8 6.4-12.8 12.8v134.4c0 6.4 6.4 12.8 12.8 12.8zM496 400H48V80c0-8.84-7.16-16-16-16H16C7.16 64 0 71.16 0 80v336c0 17.67 14.33 32 32 32h464c8.84 0 16-7.16 16-16v-16c0-8.84-7.16-16-16-16zm-387.2-48h22.4c6.4 0 12.8-6.4 12.8-12.8v-70.4c0-6.4-6.4-12.8-12.8-12.8h-22.4c-6.4 0-12.8 6.4-12.8 12.8v70.4c0 6.4 6.4 12.8 12.8 12.8z\" class=\"\"><\/path><\/svg><\/i> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" alt=\"Loading\" src=\"https:\/\/www.nemmaratonman.hu\/wp-content\/plugins\/page-views-count\/ajax-loader-2x.gif\" border=0 \/><\/p>\n<div class=\"pvc_clear\"><\/div>\n<p>N\u00e9ha teljesen m\u00e1s \u00e9rtelmet nyer minden, \u00e9s minden, ami\u00e9rt, ami ellen, amit ker\u00fclve l\u00e9teztem, amit megcsin\u00e1ltam, \u00e9s magam m\u00f6g\u00f6tt hagytam, l\u00e9nyegtelenn\u00e9 v\u00e1lik, mert kider\u00fcl, hogy nem is arr\u00f3l sz\u00f3lt, csak k\u00f6zj\u00e1t\u00e9k volt, b\u00e1r n\u00e9lk\u00fcle nem ker\u00fcltem volna oda, ahol most vagyok. Fontos volt a maraton, fontosak voltak a sz\u00e1mok \u00e9s boldog is voltam t\u0151l\u00fck, de &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.nemmaratonman.hu\/?p=14283633\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">&#8222;\u00d6t harmincn\u00e1l&#8221;<\/span> b\u0151vebben<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[3],"class_list":["post-14283633","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-miert_futok"],"a3_pvc":{"activated":true,"total_views":234,"today_views":0},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemmaratonman.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14283633","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemmaratonman.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemmaratonman.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemmaratonman.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemmaratonman.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14283633"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemmaratonman.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14283633\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemmaratonman.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14283633"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemmaratonman.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14283633"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemmaratonman.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14283633"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}